Tell me the dark and ugly....
Obviously new here and very curious. I've read and scanned over the posts here in the Ladies Lounge. I see names, dosages, cycle times and some sides. What I have not found is the ugly side. With that I refer to, aggression during, depression after cycle, etc. I've seen the flash point in men...evil, ugly and typically out of character. Does this flash point happen with women? I am aggressive by nature and do not need to have any additional help 
Are there any women in the LL that can speak from personal experience of the dark and ugly side to using? I am very interested in hearing. I used to work out religiously, but dropped the ball years ago. I know the addiction and how good it feels after a good work out. But now, I have a hard time staying regular at the gym due to an aggravating shoulder issue and 3 cervical discs with a great deal of degeneration. I'm probably not the average woman looking to start any kind of cycle. Of course I want to drop some weight and tone up. At my best, I weigh in at 145. (Anything under that I look like I am anorexic or dying of some terminal disease so I was told) My genetic blessing was my skin. My appearance and mental disposition lead people to assume I am early 40's.
My stats and what some experienced users can suggest/advise:
I estimate my BF to be within the average range of 24. I am 5'9 165# and the ripe age of 52. Hysterectomy with partial ovary left behind. No HRT's. No daily meds except for Excedrin. I eat pretty healthy overall, my b/f say's I'm a "sugar freak". I can honestly say, I do consume more sugar than the average person. Very hard to quit. Full labs from 1 year ago are all WNL. Average BP 110/70, resting pulse 55 bpm. I do have a history of cancer, melanoma. No other diseases.
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hmmm,cougar coral hey i better go have a shower and shave all this grey shit off my pecs,hellooo ladies ill leave my axe and big helmet in the corner oh shit did i say big helmet,calm down i am startin to tremble again lol....
ps will there be bouncers on the door in leather and 8in spikes.....nice
AnonI know you want dark and ugly but....I just started cycle this week and i feel so GOOD and my workouts feel so good and i am tearing up the gym that it is difficult to accurately talk about "the dark side."
Aggression..I am one of the least aggressive people I know :-) Except when I am on gear.....I like to think of it as assertive ...Really though, it is as they say if you were already an asshole before you started gear you'll be an asshole after....this is by no means a gate pass to letting your emotions get the best of you...in fact I am more vigilant and aware when I am on cycle of being aggressive. I thank gear actually for helping me.
Depression......yes there is that too..coming off this last cycle was particularly difficult. I could blame it on estrogen or stress the holidays but.....it was more than that. I was depressed to the point where it was obvious even to my loving husband:-)
The addiction...to the gear, to the training....manageable but real :-)
PandoraThanks Grrrrl:) Aggression, Assertive, Bold, Strong....DOMINATRIX Oh my! Wonder how long after I start any first cycle I'll need to dig out my leathers, spike heels, cuffs and cat tail whip! OK that's it, I'm in! I'm sure I can channel some of that aggressive energy.
I've been enjoying the reads...but feels like I've put drain-o in my eyes with the strain/burn. Although a great deal of reading has been primarily from the males perspective. I see there is an OLD BASTARDS REGISTRY. Perhaps we can round up a "Cougars Registry", although I don't want to be the only one in there! Still curious and hope to see more activity in the LL/CR.
AnonApparently when you turn 40 your jaw becomes unhinged and you stop giving a fuck what other people think :-) lets start the CR then:-)
PandoraLet the fun begin.. Come'on down Cougars! I think I must have been born with the mentality of a 40 year old since I've never given a fuck about what anyone has ever thought about me ;) I'm a chick that has worn plaids with stripes and handled all the comments and stares.
Serious note.... looking forward to the new experiences. I think I need a fire cracker, maybe a stick of dynamite up my ass to get me started though. Most day's at work drain my brain and all I want to do is veg out in my soft pj's when I get home. I know busting my ass and working up a sweat is the better medicine. Just placed my order for some dynamite. Should be here in a week
sgtstedankoI'm holding my tongue young lady : ) I find it's easier for me to work out at the butt crack of dawn, 1st thing rather than wait... you & grrl are gonna have so much fun! I look forward to the cougar corale? As I just recently found out I'm a lesbian
AnonYou forgot no homo
sgtstedankoOh yeah, thanks... No, I don't mind gay marriage; as long as both chicks are hot. And remember grrls, you guys need anything, my doors always open. No homo : )
AnonExcellent...you will LOVE it :-)
tread-mYou're not ripe yet, you're still stuck on the vine! Grrrl is already gone, she can help you with all this tomorrow though having been through it. Careful what you say though, she's a lot like the soup Nazi from Seinfeld on gear! Jk
sgtstedankoX2!!! LOLOL! You pin Deca, now!
AnonNo it's no more eroids for you!
sgtstedanko: ( !