I would start with blood work. Taking that for 10 years is a lot.. but I guess we don’t know how your body is doing without blood work. Any sides??

Appreciate your sharing and hope you keep us updated on your findings. As long as you weren't often pushing it above 500mg/week, you could honestly still be in decent shape depending on how disciplined you are in other aspects of your life. Get your bloodwork done and get the most extensive panel you can get, not just CMP, hormones, etc. Restarting your endocrine system may be a different story, but I wouldn't rule it out as impossible. There are plenty of high-level bodybuilder meatheads that have achieved it, along with fathering numerous children after decades of injecting amounts that most of us would scoff at.... but it isn't going to easy. It usually involves large amounts of hcg or hmg for extended periods of time. Make sure you are seeing an endocrinologist, not a general practitioner. I've come to realize family practice doctors typically know fuckall about the endocrine system.

Not to harp at you, man, and I've probably got less experience actually using gear than most of the guys here, but I spent hundreds, maybe thousands of hours trying to understand what I was getting myself into before I ever took that first shot. You don't need anyone to "guide you." You have the internet, start digging and reading! Read studies AND anecdotal bro science. There are plenty of things that science says don't work, or can't explain why it does, but it simply does, and vice versa. Listen to podcasts when your hands are busy. If you really want to kickstart it back up, don't give up until you've exhausted every single option. Worst case scenario, always keep a nice stockpile of test on hand in case the world goes to shit for a while and your usual means of procuring it are interrupted.

Rooting for you, bro..... Please keep us posted; I find this shit fascinating.

PS. I hope you're at least fucking JACKED!

Like rusty said, consult a physician.

Have you been doing bloodwork?
A COMPLETE panel covering everything would be a good idea, if you don’t have health insurance it may be cheaper to get private labs done and bring any areas that may need attention to your doctor.

I’ve been on and down to trt levels myself for about the same period. I recently had full bloodwork done and I’m surprisingly healthy. Some minor liver stress, there was some alcohol involved...

As for kids my wife and I are having our third daughter in another month, so there’s no saying that’s a dead end for you.

Sounds like you’re exploring coming off, a good endocrinologist, blood work, possibly prescribed TRT if necessary..

The truth is that there is no absolute definite answer, many people respond similarly and at the same time our bodies will all react differently.

Bloodwork and health monitoring will prolong your life and add the quality of life it sounds that i in s hoped for though.

Bud don't be too despondent just yet, you'd be surprised at what is possible. I've run gear for quite a few years now, a lot of tren and npp also which are probably the worst for your endocrine system. Up until a few months ago my nuts were literally dead and I never felt horny and when I did not much came out. I started taking Zinc tabs everyday for the host of benefits it has particularly appetite stimulation and on just the first day I was back into action again, my nuts ever since then function as normal again. Whether or not the buggers are swimming who knows Lol All I am saying is try easing yourself back into things by doing that if you plan to keep running test as I swear it works, then after a few weeks drop the test and do a proper PCT run with Nolva and clomid Plus HMG or HCG. There are many guys that have sorted things out on here after years of heavy abuse - Bigun2 is one of them if you see him.

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