+ 4 PCD (POST CYCLE DEPRESSION)
As most of us know, coming OFF sucks! I just got through a bout of depression coming off a year or so blast n cruise. I'm having RC issues so I figured I'd use it as an opportunity to cleanse the receptors for my COME BACK WITH A VENGEANCE tour.
Real tough couple of weeks bro's. There were times where I forgot I was coming OFF and got really dark wondering what the fuck was wrong with me. No gym! No juice! Getting smaller! No fun! But I'm through the tough part and on the upswing once again. Oddly enough it seems to have been a shorter duration coming OFF cruise then when coming OFF cycle but that could just be my head fking with me now that I'm through the worst of it.
For the newly indoctrinated: You really have to wrap your brain around PCD is part of this world and needs to be dealt with appropriately. This is a key factor in steroid abuse. Just because it feels shitty coming OFF is NO EXCUSE to stay ON.
Unless you are competeing and understand the long and short reprecussions of staying ON or you are a TRT candidate (legitimately) my suggestion is to suck it up a few times a year and ride it out. It's actually the safe, healthy thing to do and your receptors will thank you for it!
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Thanks dude!
Bro thats pretty much the equivelent of a long cycle. (IMO)taper your cycle with prop, (hcg optional)run 250x2 for 7wks on the 8th wk blast 250x3 then run a standard PCT...
Just reading this started my pcd and i have a few weeks left on cycle good read...
Try to get your natural testosterone back up to normal levels as soon as possibele.
That will help with post cycle depression.
tread-mSounds like someone needs a hug....and a gram...Boom! Receptor reshmetor...lock and load!
Nothing wrong with regrowing your cherry now and again bro!
...I'd probably (more than likely) be staying ON if my RC didn't take me out of commission. Looking at it as a hidden blessing. To blast my pristine receptors and have them suck the juice like a $20 crackwhore... Yeaaah, nothing wrong with that!
tread-m+3 if for no other reason that your saving money on gear and sill lookin at the 20 dollar whores! Splurge a little brutha, I know its a recession but damn!...shoot me that addy again, I'm gonna send you some coupons!
I'm running nolva and blasted my system with 250x3 hcg to curtail the crash bro... you're still gonna feel it but I would NEVER just drop off (Good habits die hard)
Minimum 6-8wks bro for my RC maybe a lil longer then however long it takes me to get my lift on again natty. So (hoping) to get my winter cycle going no later than Dec...
I'm actually getting pretty excited! It'll be nice to start fresh!
Nothing cures it, but I take extra fish oil and use tanning beds when coming off and it helps. The worst part is when you lose motivation to go to the gym, skip, and then feel worse. Its a terrible cycle. Best thing is properly timed HCG/PCT to get past it quick.
zewiyeah PCD sucks ass. Its so hard to do PCT sometimes, cause you no hey if i just start another cycle i will be good to go..
Bro when my numbers came bac I felt like saying fuc it and start another cycle! That would only fuc me in the long run!
Well today has been one month since my last cycle, started PCT and now the issues have started no sex drive and etc! Went and had blood work and my Test. Serum level is at 203! Called the doc told him he gave me a script for some test gel! Even with the low test I have been eating good and killin it at the gym! It always helps having a supportive wife to help ya get thru some moments! But if I don't get my sex drive bac I maybe lookin for a new home:( lol jk... Talked to my coach Vik and he told me a few options 1st one being get some legit Clomid which is in the works!
Nahh i wont throw ya out quite yet! I still need my workout partner and it is not pleasant sleeping next to the dog. Plus with the wisdom from Vik PhD, MD you'll be bak on track in no time! If not,...... ;)
Reeeeeeaaaly!.... you mean there could be a chance lmao!.. i wont throw the plane ticket away just yet then lol
Yeah keep suzy's ticket... I know she be gettin a lil lonely now too with bein an eroid widow and all!
No housework would ever get done!..you and suze would never be out of the gym... the guys in there would be drooling with two ABS queens lifting more iron than them lmao!
Currently on right now, i'm having mood swings and shit, and i don't even know why! I don't know if is because of the Clomid and Nolva that i'm currently taking
Anonyour on.... why are you takin clomid and nolva..... nevermind i see
You say you are "ON" why using clomid and nolva..no wonder you feel shit!
I'm currently off i meant!
Lol..i thought it was a typo lmao!
I remember that shit so well bro.. only thing i enjoy about my age now is that TRT ends them dark days forever...saying that i have only been full TRT for last 18mths so i have had my fair share of feeling shit and staring at the vials in the sock drawer..after awhile i swear they start to talk to you,saying "come on get some" but it has to be toughed out purely for longevity and safetys sake.
is it just a natural instinct for us as men to hide anything we dont want anyone finding in the sock drawer? I read your post and was like, he keeps his in his sock drawer too LMAO
tread-mIts the first place they look when they kick the door in, I guess we need some change I keep mine there too! Why is it we feel our socks such sacred protection ground?
Most of my stash is in my sock drawer...it's cool and dark, best place for gear that doesn't need a fridge!!
ROFLMAO!!!! That they do!...calling my name and all, those lil' bitches. I still have to tough it out till Oct. 28!! Fall cycle BLITZ time!!
Its true they do brother!..and them 30ml jugs have real deep demanding voices too lmao!
Yeah, me too bro! But I had the bright idea of a receptor cleanse and BAM! The other side of it is my receprors with devour the juice on my next cycle (which is what I am looking forward to!)
Lol that will be like doing your first few cycles bro..muscles will suck that juice like a sponge... could be one of the best runs youve had for awhile bro..be like running with a new motor
I don't really have 'the blues' post-cycle, more like some weird anxiety and moments where I felt like I was gonna begin a funky acid trip or flashback. Heart was pounding and other weird thoughts, lol. Coming 'off' affects us all differently, but it's definitely a play by play head game and it's a challenge to keep your wits about ya!!! At least that's what I have noticed...gets better of course as your body gets itself into natural hormonal bliss again...hahaha!!
My last cycle had underdosed pct (before eroids). About two months of blues and blah. Forced myself to eat and lift because nothing else made sence sometimes. Keeping the head straight, realizing weight loss/strength loss occurs, and GOOD PRODUCTS for pct is golden key to success.
Good read bro!
56toowhat were u cruising on and what dose?
Sometimes cyp(200) sometimes prop (adjust as needed)