Hi guys, I am 23, I have been training for a while now, currently sitting at 93kg 183cm, ~16% bf, I am decently strong SQ: 200x4, B: 120x3, DL: 225x4 (kg obv). I was thinking about running a cycle, why? Simply because I think often about it and I don’t want to live with the thought of what it could be like just to hop on at 40 while my body’s capacity to resist stress is declining, mainly I would like to see how I respond. Big thing for me though is not shutting down my HPTA permanently, being young and wanting a family that’s my absolute priority, I was thinking about a 10 weeks cycle at 300mg Test E, maybe kickstarting the cycle with 30mg var, keeping some armidex at hand to avoid gyno and running 250 IU hCG every other day for 12 weeks (10+2 before starting PCT). For PCT I was thinking about a standard regime of 4 weeks with Nolva. Now given that I still wanna lean down a bit before even starting to seriously get my mind into it, and that I am far from being sure and ready to go, what do you guys think? Realistically what are my chances of getting permanently shut down? Is my test too low even for a first cycle? Lemme know