This is a job for a doc not a forum. Typical trt doses are 100-150mg/wk of test. You've been putting 750mg/wk into your body. That's why it needs to be controlled my a medical professional.

Your hearts in the right place. You just aren't educated enough on the subject. You likely haven't done any real damage that isn't reversible at this point, hopefully. But its imperative that you get bloodwork done. You need to check your test, free test, e2, hell get every damn test you can and see where everything is. At this point you have no insurance? I'm assuming you paid out of pocket for your last doc visit but simply can't afford prescribed trt? Understandable in this economy, but you wont find a bargain for trt here or anywhere else once you account for everything else you need. The amount you've done made you feel great because it was a shitload. After the long ester test compounded over the weeks, you ended up with over a gram of test in your system. That's more than I ever run bro and I'm a big fat gorilla. A vial of test 250 should last you at least 15 weeks at a trt dose. And you won't be feeling any effects until week 3 at the very earliest. The big hit is around week 5. And you have to understand there's more to it than poking oil in your butt. You have to account for the aromatization of that test and block estrogen buildup. You have to watch dht levels so you don't end up with a prostate bigger than your fist. You have to make sure your balls stay alive so you don't run around with shrimp nuts. You MUST get a hormone panel and return to us again and post the results. Hide personal info on the image. Then we can evaluate the situation and get you set in the right direction. But you have to understand, we're not doctors, some of us are, I'm not, but eroids isn't going to replace a real physician or an endo. I hope you stick around and post updates with bloods so you don't end up a sad, fat, man boob swingin, bonerless lump like so many self trt bros do.

Standard TRT dose is usually around 200-250 mgs per week which most of the time is one mL.That means like iron said you are taking way too much for not being on something to control estrogen. Take rustys advice and get bloods done all the info you need is in his reply. I'm sure the reason you dont feel good is your estrogen is way out of control. TRT is a very delicate balancing act of hormones and there are many variables that will bite you in the ass if not handled the right way. TRT is not as easy as jabing a pin in your ass every week there is sooo much more to it. Doing TRT on your own without a doc is is not something to take lightly and it sounds like you need to do a lot more research if you are going to continue on your own.

Ugh alright man, first off self prescribe testostrone replacement therapy is a bad idea. There's to many different variables that you have to control that you don't have the knowledge to do. Estrogen, thyroid, rbc and many more that needs to be handled by a doctor. Second off the ester, which you probably don't understand, it's a basically a time release mechanism that's attached to testostrone molecule they makes it release over a long priod of time, so of course you didn't feel anything after 1 week it's takes 4-6 for it to build up to peak plasma levels. After 3 you should jHabw been feeling good, so now you have been injecting yourself with 1.5mls every 3 days which I assume is between 375-450mgs every 3 days which averages out to between 750-900mg of testosterone per week. So congrats you have been running extremely high doses of anabolic steroids for god knows how long and you don't workout. Those doses are that of an advanced user and can and will be detrimental to your health. Which is exactly what is going on with you because your not using anything to prevent the test from converting to estrogen which is why you feel like total shit. Your estrogen levels are 20-30 times higher then they should be and your test levels are 10-20 times higher then they should be. So what you need to do is stop this right now before you damage your health any further, get blood work and acess the damage. I'm sure your rbc is sky high right now which is putting you a great risk for heart attacks and strokes,and there's probably a bunch of other shit going on. I don't even knkw what to say in tired right now. I'll let someone else handle this.

And I'm sorry if I sounded like an asshols, but your 37 years old, I'm 25 and supposed to be reckless at this age and I know this is a terrible idea. This is an 18 year old move.