I have to be honest, I'm going to bet that some of the issues that you're having with breathing are directly related to anxiety. Like you said, you've posted a couple threads about quitting gear and jumped on a couple more threads vilifying gear. Sounds like over anxious behavior to me.

I'm sorry that you had a shitty experience, but not everyone has the same crappy experience. Some of us research and prepare properly. You clearly didn't as you have openly admitted to running Tren by your second cycle, running it now for your past 3 consecutive cycles. 5 minutes of reading any steroid forum would give you enough direction to know that you jumped the gun on that.

Of course there are risks to doing this. It's a foregone conclusion that you assume inherient risks injecting hormonal substances that aren't made in a compounding pharmacy. If you didn't realize that from the beginning, then that's your fault. Like anything in life, there is a right way and wrong way to do things. Sounds like you approached aas usage in the wrong way. Many of us are not in the same boat and can continue down our path with relative safety. Good luck with your recovery, hope all goes well for you.

Raising the bar because you decided to quit? Now that's a pretty bold statement.
These are all risks here everyone takes, like the guy below me said.. many of the underground labs provide pharma grade gear here. It's just slightly more expensive.
You could get a bad case of hepatitis from your local meat market, doesn't this mean you're going to home grow your own animals? Probably not. There's risks with everything in life.

More for me.

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