I was diagnosed several years ago with Type 2 Bipolar, Depression and PTSD. Oh yeah and ADHD. I struggle on a daily basis with my Bipolar and most days I bearly make it through. My Dr has me on so many meds it's crazy. I feel like most of the time my meds don't work but my wife says I'm like jakel and Hyde when I'm on and off my meds. I feel so numb and lifeless when I'm on my meds but when I'm off of them I have now drive no ambition and things that I love to do seem so blah. So yes the struggle is real. It helps to have and be around like minded people whom suffer like I do, someone that can understand where I'm coming from. I just try and stay strong.