I have been training since High School 1993. I joined a gym in 1995 and started training hard and learning about the fitness lifstyle ever since. Before the scary sickly picture I posted, I was weighing 173-178 naturaly and lean. I hooked up with this chick and moved in together. We lived together for about 3 years and I gave up all my gains cause I chose to live a unhealthy lifstyle. The scary sickly pic I posted shows me a few weeks after I broke that relationship up and kiked her out of my house. I had been doin lots of pushups while I was goin thru depression for a few weeks. My bodyweight droped from a nice lean ripped 173 lbs down to a sickly 135 lbs(sickly pic). I lost all those gains over the course of about 3 years. After that sickly pic I decided to get back into working out. I got my bodyweight to 180 lbs naturaly and plateued by the end of 2010. I did my first cycle May 2011 after pct my bodyweight remained 190 and lean. Thats the other pic. I know I posted that pic already but I just wanted to show what hard work and determination can achieve. All those gains and only one test cycle 500mg a week. So all you young bucks out thier that are training hard, dont ever stop keep the gains going. Move forward not backwards