+ 19 A little over 3 months in rehab cold turkey on all drugs/anabolics.
I’ve told this story to a few guys here, and I’m just getting back into the gym as of yesterday. I’ve been in an in-patient rehab for over 3 months, and that got my mental state back and better than ever, but my physical worse than ever. I am starting back with a 300mg test e/week cut. I was stabbed at my job site , went through a nasty divorce, and developed an opioid addiction after being prescribed Percocet/hydrocodone. I would guesstimate I’ve lost atleast 10-15lbs of muscle and put on 20-25lbs fat minimum. Posting this here to show how much of a fat un-defined fuck I’ve turned into, and am going to be tracking my progress. Going to the gym and usual lifts being down 30-50% is so disheartening, but shows how quick it can go if you let yourself go. I love y’all eroids family. FUCK OPIOIDS!! Also… rehab’s need to start normalizing allowing trt doses while a patient; that would’ve helped me a ton.
P.s. please feel free to call me a fat undefined fuck- I need the motivation. Any advice is also appreciated as I haven’t been back this far in the shitter in years.
Truly missed this community and the true friends I’ve made here. Please DM or comment and let’s catch up!
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I have been in three separate rehabs with opiate addictions after breaking my spine in a motocross injury. Than doctors kept me on suboxone WAY longer than needed just for those big pharma bucks! I am almost 4 years sober 2025. keep grinding brother! glad to have met ya!
From detox i did 90days in a halfway house then 1.5yrs in a sober house. I am a strong believer of further treatment and not just spin drying. Good job bro. This was back in 2009. You are going to make it.
Thank you brother! I can 100% say I’ve made it. Yep. Rehab with SMART Recovery, MAT(sublocade), counseling, therapy, IOP, etc. has all helped me maintain my sobriety for over a year. Don’t even think about it anymore. Looking back even when I wrote this post I was not at all where I am today!
So how you making out, Kid? Still clean I hope.
Clean and mean! Back here, working, and financially stable again. Did a long stay at a very very professional facility cold turkey detoxing off everything and used sublocade for a few months until the cravings left. Over a year clean now!
Well done mate. Stay strong and stay sober. I’m 15 years sober. Pills,then off to harder forms of opiates. Every day is a blessing, work your program and keep pushing forward. Well done!
1 year, 6 months, and 17 days today
Well done buddy! That's a great achievement
Look into a dopamine detox
Props for getting off the opioids. I like that you are not coming in hot with a piss pounding of juice. i like the idea of 300 mg’s per week. Especially at this stage.
I think you’d benefit from a half mg of Anastrozole every other day. It will keep that extra fat on your titties from falling in love with the estrogen.
I’ll drop some karma on this all day.
Here’s to a new beginning.
You’ve got this brother.
Starting back a little late, but I had to get fully clean and mentally right before anything. I am about in the same shape as I was in this pic now. I did a long term facility stay with no trt and lost a lot. I can say I am over a 18 months clean!!!
There is actually a recovery lounge in the forums here. I been homeless in kensington and been in a trillion habs and jail. Its not our business what others think of us keep your head up and do the what u think is right and the right things will happen. Keep centered prayerer and meditation.
I'm sure some people will talk shit about this and I am in recovery myself. Anabolics keep me sober. All I care about is my health, my body , I'm constantly testing shit and helping other people. I couldn't tell you last time I thought about heroin. They saved my life.
100% they’ve helped me more than I can explain. Join the group if you haven’t! I want to bring it back.
A lot of us are ex addicts of drink or drugs on here mate, no one is above anyone else.
I have slowly begun to realize that, and I think that adds another layer to our brotherhood and understanding of each other’s mindsets
I’m thinking it’s a pretty high percentage of us.
Way to fucking go!!! Fuck Opioids!!!!! Congratulations bro being a survivor of that terrible addiction!! Gym will be your new outlet!!!
Fuck them!!! 1 yr 6 mo 17 days clean today!!
Congrats bro. 3 months clean is an accomplishment and don't let anyone tell you different. Training is a great outlet for those of us in recovery and a positive activity to focus on. What could be better for you (both physically and mentally) than getting back in shape. Opiates are a very hard addiction to kick and I give you a lot of credit.
I'm an opiate addict myself (in recovery almost 4 years sober). Same as you my addiction was the result of a doctor prescribing me pain meds following a major surgery. The kicker was that I'm a pharmacist by profession (well used to be). I should have known better, but I let myself succumb to opiate's grip. This led not only to a severe addiction, but the loss of my career, and 2 years in prison as a result of my criminal actions as a pharmacist trying to support my opiate habit. Luckily I got clean and sober before I went to prison so I didn't detox there, but it was still a struggle while I was inside because drug use is just as prevalent...you'd be surprised. I made a decision though to focus on something positive while I was inside and that was training. I've always loved lifting/bodybuilding so it was a no brainer and it probably saved my life. I came home in great shape with a positive outlook. The road ahead is going to be tough, because pharmacy is all I know (20 plus years) and I have to find something new at the age of 46, but it would be a lot harder if I was still using. Everything is.....Remember that always. Good luck Bro, keep training, and things will get better.....
Man good for you! I hope you’re still going strong. I am over 18 months clean now and in a much much better place!
Damn good attitude there brother. You are a lot more than a past career. Counting pills all day for a living…you’ll find something much more fulfilling.
Thanks bro. Also wanted to say I enjoy your posts. They always make me laugh.
Thanks for the nice words.
I can tell you are a sharp bro.. Got a good head on your shoulders, drive, and a positive attitude. Keep it up and one day you be so buried in success that you’ll look back on those pharmacy years as your down time.
How does the Doctor expect you to come off these pain medications if they are so addictive? Are you supposed to taper off them or just stop.
I guess it depends on the person, but personally I tried everything. I mean I wanted to stop I just couldn't because the withdrawals were debilitating even while tapering.
Yeah man, opioids are shit. They make you feel like the king in the beginning & then leads you down a dark path of loss. Spending time a residential facility is a harrowing experience but it can give you the space you truly need to reset & get right.
Despite you being out of shape now, relative to your previous condition, you’ll make progress incredibly fast, seeing results right away. Always quickest at the start. I truly wish you the best, my man. I have a great respect & pride for what your doing.
100%. Great explanation
It's all been said very well already. You have a fresh start, the past is the past but also it's your story. Own your story, it has emence power and will change many lives for the better.
I've taken the drugs and alcohol, never been to rehab but during the pandemic I developed- what I now call a gambling addiction. Lost over 30k of my families money and was one wrong step from divorce. It was the worst and best wake up call I could have had. People will want want to hear your story. I'm ready for your comback story brother. Peace to you.
I’m back brother! Much love to everyone here. Over 18 months clean strong!
I went to treatment in 2020 myself and it wasn’t the first time or first attempt at sobriety but im glad to say that I did go for the only right reason and that was for ME it’s not easy in fact even years later it’s still extremely difficult because our addict brains will do and try anything to trick us but I know for me going to meetings has been the only way out I still do 2 meetings a week and if needed more find yourself a good home group and stick with them get to know them let them get to know you be accountable and stay honest with everybody but most importantly stay honest with yourself if you struggle reach out and talk to another addict in recovery it really does help you can’t do it alone it’s a WE program brother and together WE can stay strong and focus on one goal at a time as much as we want to fix everything all at once that kind of mentality is what gets us every time I’ll send you a friend request and know im here if ever you wanna chat brother
Yes!!! YOU have to WANT to change and get sober! NOBODY can force you. I am over 18 months clean now! Hope you’re doing well.
DamikeAppreciate you being real. Don't be so hard on yourself. You did the hard part by taking care of your mind, in time the body will follow. +1
RustyhookerGood to hear! Kickin a nasty like that takes focus. Dont stop meetings....pma and high five
Lifted-presence92Stick with it bro excited to see your progress muscle memory will kick in you have a wide frame.
This is exactly what you need to focus on buddy when you are tempted in the future with revisiting past addictions - You will lose pretty much everything you have built and strived for. As soon as you take that first drink or drug the muscle loss process will begin and you will lose those thousands of hours of effort in the gym all for what? Maybe 1 or 2 hours of escapism and the rest of it is just feeding the addiction and feeling shit.
SavTacUs addicts have the greatest stories and even bigger success stories! Congratulations.
Congratulations bro, you made progress even by posting this post . Focus on improvement and fuck everything else .
Well done getting yourself back on track, you’ve made some great progress. Focus yourself on the gym. In a way, I think we all have that addictive streak to us, that’s why we keep going back to it. I know I do. Just try and keep that addict part of your persona on positive things, that way it can actually be of benefit to you.
Best of luck to you.
Well said
Good luck!
Welcome Back, Bro! Move forward like a beast a never look back. Be sure to steer clear of the assholes, places, and things! Yes, ASSHOLES!!! You don’t need this kind of friends. Keep your mind on your muscles and meals and you’ll bounce right back. If you get the urge, do fifty push-ups. A lot of people don’t get the second chance, Bro! Consider yourself lucky, and don’t focus on the muscle you’ve lost. Go kill it! Godspeed, Bro!
Hey smurf, JakeKO just gave you A1 advice bro. He's good people on these forums as you know. You and I have chatted a few times and we're all glad to have you back. Remember to keep moving forward in a positive direction, the hell with the past! Learn from it and move on. The past is exactly that...the past. +1
Yoooo D! Just saw this about Jake… thought he was an okay guy and obviously left me nice words. What’d he do? It says “BANNED FAKE ACCOUNT” on his profile. Was he a narc, multiple accounts, or just pretending? Just curious brotha!
Man yeah he's gone. Yeah I heard it was due to a fake account. He's definitely missed. Hate that happened. One of the more genuine guys in my opinion
Thanks, Bro!