Hey everybody!

I hope this message finds everybody doing well during this crazy time of Covid.

I made a small introduction in the past and now I have hit a pretty significant road block. I've watched all of Cutler's youtube videos, but I can't find anything that directly addresses my issue!

I am a TRT user, that blasts maybe once a year and it is nothing to crazy. I believe less is more. But here is my main issue at hand.

I have been on TRT since 28 years of age. I am now 32 years old. Over the course of the past 2 years, I have noticed my sex drive is down, From 30-32 I noticed it get worse and worse as time progressed. Now, I have erectile dysfunction.

Being a small business owner, I was going to somebody local for my TRT, as I can't afford a doctor and some of these doctors want upward of $400/ month for consultation visits, and I just don't have that type of money. My local source really fucked me over (in a good way?). All of his gear was actually WAY overdosed. Like not even remotely close to 250mg/ CC. So for all of 2019 I was pretty much on a small steroid cycle without knowing it. Being in the events industry, we just became hammered with work and I never had a chance to get my bloodwork done, but long story short my test levels from labcorp were as followed >

Testosterone,Free and Total
Testosterone, Serum

1500

Free Testosterone(Direct)
34.3HIGH
Reference Range: 8.7-25.1 pg/mL

Estradiol
Estradiol
42.7HIGH
Reference Range: 7.6-42.6 pg/mL

I was taking .5 arimidex every week with my shot thinking it was enough for a TRT dose, but come to find out, I was actually TRT using way over 200mg/ week (obvoiusly by those results). I'm really mad at my prior source and I am wondering just how permanent of damage this has caused?

So I called Titan Medical to help me come off everything and to clear my system. I donated blood to get my RBC within normal ranges and they prescribed me HCG. I shot HCG at 350iu everyday for 30 days straight. During this time frame, I never lost my strength, I never had any Low T symptoms, and I even had a pretty strong sex drive and erections.

After clearing my system, I've gone to an eroid source as my source. I purchased (5) vials of testosterone and aromasin. I have started my regiment up again at .7/cc every Friday night and one tab of aromasin.

I can feel my sex drive is there, but I have erectile dysfunction and it's pretty bad. My wife was able to "get it up" but it was weak like a 3/4th chub.

Has anybody here dealt with this and if a doctor is needed, I'll throw down the money, but this is pretty scary.

(At the end of my 30 day cycle HCG CYCLE IN FEBRUARY 2020 . I was a little impressed after being on trt for 4 years)

Testosterone,Free and Total
Testosterone, Serum
599NORMAL
Reference Range: 264-916 ng/d

Free Testosterone(Direct)
13.3NORMAL
Reference Range: 8.7-25.1 pg/mL

Estradiol
23.7NORMAL

Any guidance would be much appreciated and if anybody else has fought this, please lend me some advice/suggestions. I strongly do not feel it is my source on eroids, as I actually believe everything is as labeled. I won't know about the Aromasin until I get bloods (I'm 4 weeks in). However, after 4 weeks of the US Source here, I feel good and strong. However, my appetite has dipped and I don't feel overly hungry.

Cheers!