+ 8 Fourteenth Years
Celebrating 14 Years today. March 04,2008 my lover was murdered. I decided I was going to get high, give up2.5 years, before I even hung up the phone from the hospital. I used against my will for 5 long months, absolutely miserable and inconsolable. August 22, 2008 I reached for the stash and paraphernalia, a voice said clearly "You have traded all of the Love and Accetance for that, that wants you dead." I disposed of shite, and went to my mom's, RIP Mom, until friends took me to a meeting and I surrendered. Thank to this group, NA, and my Higher Power, God. So glad I'm not on this lonely road by myself. If I can do Recovery, I believe you can too. Grateful for everyday Clean.